10 Facts on the Illusions, Dangers & Truths of Kundalini Fire
Be it called Kundalini bodywork, Kundalini Tantra, Kundalini Activation or Kundalini Awakening what we are seeing at the moment is Kundalini sold as the ‘the new black’; the must have item in your spiritual wardrobe of experiences.
If you identify as a new age spiritual seeker, curious and hungry to take consciousness to new heights, even to enlightenment, you would have likely come across Kundalini, perhaps even taken a workshop, training, or retreat along with everyone else to not miss out on your chance to get activated and start activating others. The thing is, authentic Kundalini is not that simple. Most of what is out there is a shiny, sexy, glamorous illusion that is designed to make you reliant on a “teacher”, group or “school”, or have you feel good fast and turned on for longer, not feel into your soul on a dedicated intensive life path.
From “teachers” and “facilitators” running these sessions and workshops showing you how to have your own Kundalini experience, to training you on how to do this process with others. The truth of what is actually happening, when most are lead to believe it’s a Kundalini experience, needs to be explored and talked about more. This is why my teachers, contemporaries and myself are drawn to share the Truth from a place of love, for your protection and wellbeing above all else.
More and more people are wondering if what they’ve been shown and taught is authentic, and often are left feeling something doesn’t seem right, despite being told this is how to activate or ‘do’ Kundalini. There are others who are still excited by the false promises, illusions and dangers that is on offer. And more and more still who are awakening to the realisation they no longer want to be part of these “schools” nor work with these “teachers” who have caused them damage, trauma and harm.
Instead of false and misleading use of the mystique of the East and modernised misunderstood teachings of ancient schools you’ve seen, or perhaps experienced, I want to offer some facts on the Truth. You may see this as an opportunity to feel into what is your truth and take the best action for yourself personally and professionally, and thus Karmically. Because Kundalini isn’t something to be played with – just like you wouldn’t let a young child play with fire.
I share this as a practitioner of Tantra, of sacred sexuality, spirituality and soul, as well as a dedicated student of the path. Clients have come to me thinking they have had or are starting to experience Kundalini awakening and fellow practitioners and teachers are seeing this increasingly in their clients too – those who have been “trained” under false and dangerous guidance with a lack of complete knowledge and authentic wisdom.
How Do You Know What You Are Experiencing is Kundalini?
If someone told you, how do they know? If someone taught you, where did their method of teaching come from? This is where you call upon your discernment and wisdom. It is your responsibility to take the time to get informed with Truth. It will require you to delve deeper, research and explore, instead of taking what you’ve been told or taught already as the way.
To clarify this and further explore it, you may also like to read my article Tantra, Kundalini & The Jade Egg: From Sacred to Sexual Fast Food.
The ‘Sleeping Serpent’ & The Power of Energy
Kundalini is dormant and coiled at the root chakra / Mūlādhāra, but not yet ‘awakened’ nor active. You can look at the awakening process as not dissimilar to the energy and power resting dormant within matter (what everything is made of including you and I). You may think back to high school and remember it was Einstein who demonstrated this with his famous calculation (E=mc2). I share this for you to know the energy within just one atom is extraordinary. Imagine the power of numerous atoms. Think for a moment of how only a couple of hundred grams of uranium annihilated an entire city at the end of World War II. What’s my point here? That ‘awakening’ or releasing this energy makes matter radioactive. This is something which is both immensely energetic and tremendously destructive unless channelled appropriately. While Kundalini is likewise present, as light and radiation are within the atom, it is only fully awakened and risen when a person has mastered the lower worlds (like animal/sex and desire nature, emotions, and thoughts etc.). Kundalini awakening is one of the final effects of this Mastery. For everyone else who is not there yet, the East refers to it as the Sleeping Serpent. Because, although Kundalini is there within you and dormant, it is not yet awake.
The Danger in Forcing Open & Damaging the Chakras
More and more work that is currently being called ‘Kundalini’, is involving the internal chakras and energy being forced or encouraged to move up through your body so you experience a form of temporary physical and emotional excitement. It is this amplifying of the sex centre or the emotional centre being stimulated far more than it can handle which forces the energy to spill out into the nervous system and likely cause heat, shaking or convulsions.
It is also important to add that chakras which have been damaged, stretched too wide or remain ‘open’ after group work or even meditation can lead to a myriad of psychological disturbances and even insanity. Damaged chakras can also leave people prone to cycles or recurring repetitions of trauma and even symptoms of schizophrenia – just like the effects of a bad drug trip. If this trauma is severe enough it is possible a person may not recover in this lifetime.
Have You Asked Why Your Body Shakes or Convulses?
This shaking is an over stimulation of the lower chakras – especially the sex centre or second chakra known as Svadhisthana – and it is dangerous for many reasons. While it may not seem so straight away, or in a week or a month, in time there will be physical issues in the body if you continue over stimulating the chakras like this. Specifically, these issues include problems with the nervous system and endocrine (hormonal) glands. You may want to take the time to look into how important both these internal bodily systems are to your wellbeing, health and life.
Burning of Chakras and ‘Webbing’ & Blocking Your Bliss
This is one of the key dangers to the over stimulation of the chakras. If you haven’t heard of ‘burning of chakras’ it refers to the protective etheric webbing which covers the chakras being burnt by stimulation creating internal fire. The function of the webbing is to keep you safe. It does this by defending and stopping you from prematurely experiencing what you are not ready for, which is experiences on planes and forces of nature that most of the human race is not ready for yet. You might wonder but why would it block me from this bliss!? There is an illusion that Kundalini is a blissful and gentle experience. Something achieved in surrender and bursting with love and harmonious flow. This is false and something that has been said by people who have claimed to have awakened Kundalini. In truth, this force is nothing like water and flow, it is a rampant wildfire. The rising of which will ‘burn’ anything impure it touches. This includes all blockages and anything that stands in its way to create a perfect free flow of energy. Unless someone is immensely wise, and both perfectly controlled and pure, Kundalini is destruction.
If someone experiences this internal burning / rubbing away of the webbing up the spine it can lead to permanent mental, physical, emotional and spiritual trauma and damage.
What If You Believe You Have Kundalini Activation and Felt the Rising?
Full Kundalini activation means the energy has shot all the way to the crown chakra – Sahasrara. This means the person would now have power over atomic matter. Not just low powers like levitation and moving objects. Think about how powerful and/or destructive this is in reality. So not only would levitation at will be the easiest of your new powers, you would be seeking out a teacher or guide who is extremely advanced to do intensive one on one training – these people do not advertise on Facebook or rank high in Google, they do not need to. They are teachers of the Mysteries who you will seek out if and when the time comes.
This doesn’t mean you have not experienced something powerful, life changing, blissful and true in itself. There are so many explanations for the energies that you or others feel or have felt. There are also many ways to achieve certain conscious experiences and progressions or ‘awakenings’ along the path, which are totally valid, good and helpful in their own way. Powerful experiences do happen. There may well be a shift inside of you now, but was it actually Kundalini? There are many other things that it most likely was. I’m going to be real with you and share that if you have activated Kundalini and you don’t know what you are doing, and don’t have a very effective teacher, then you are in immediate and extreme danger. Because Kundalini can destroy matter (that’s you) within hours, not weeks or months.
Also, it’s important to share that Kundalini never spontaneously awakens. This is just like matter doesn’t go spontaneously radioactive in nature with no reason.
But What if You Have Experienced ‘An Awakening’
You may well have had ‘an awakening’ though as I’ve shared above it does not mean it was Kundalini. Though let’s acknowledge the beauty of an awakening itself. This can be a moment of clarity in your life, a big ‘ah ha’ experience that feels so all-encompassing it gives you an opportunity to move further along your path as you use this new insight for the next stage and field of exploration to work with and serve humanity and the world even more.
There is also a possibility you have awakened the heart to love. This is often why people share their experience was so blissful, beautiful and harmonious, that it must have been Kundalini. But what they talk of is the energy of love. This experience may then be less of a big revelation and knowledge download but instead a deep feeling which brings a sense of perfection, beauty and harmony, something you can’t quite explain in words. It can be indescribably incredible, and though not Kundalini still a sacred experience for you along your path.
Embrace your awakening for what it is; sit with it, learn to deeper understand it, seek guidance from a practitioner or teacher your deeply trust and resonate with. Then, allow it to further your development along your journey. But do not mistake this for something it is not.
Are You Sure It Doesn’t Spontaneously Awaken?
Kundalini does not spontaneously awaken. If it did it would be like a wild fire and cause serious damage. Just like a 50-watt light globe attempting to emit 100,000 watts. It would short circuit and explode, as for you in this case the chakras would be burning from within and the energy would spill into surrounding tissues of the body, destroying it. This would happen either immediately with the immense heat or in time, with mutative ailments such as cancer or, necrotic ailments such as inadequate blood supply (infarcted tissue / death of tissue), bacterial infection or traumatic injury.
If you have had some form of ‘spontaneous’ awakening you may well have spontaneously activated energy like an awakening I mentioned above perhaps of the sex centre or the heart. But it wasn’t Kundalini – as you would likely either have psychological or physical injury, or be a living saint right now.
Is a Sexual, Emotional or Heart Awakening Kundalini?
The short answer is no, it isn’t. But you can find out what it really was that you experienced. As I touched on, it may have been an emotional or sexual awakening experience. Or, you may have gone even further and awakened the heart which would have felt amazing and blissful as it is pure Divinity, which would also have temporarily connected you to everything in the Universe. Neither however, are Kundalini.
To authentically define what your experience was or may have been you can connect through your heart and your intuition of the soul to find out what your spontaneous awakening was;
If it was orgasmic – that is sex energy (sometimes called animal or primal energy),
If it was highly emotional – that is emotional energy,
If it was deeply heart based – that is heart/Divine energy
While none of these awakenings are Kundalini they are still extremely important awakenings on the path. Something to validate and acknowledge to yourself that you are evolving on your unique journey.
What is Required Before Kundalini Should Be Attempted?
In the East, Kundalini is only one of the paths of spiritual development. It is taught under the guidance of a Master, not done only by yourself or ever in a group.
You have to have the deep commitment to live a life devoted to purifying and cleansing your body; physically, emotionally and mentally, it requires complete dedication to the path. This may also mean saying goodbye to some of your favourite foods, to alcohol and other stimulants and mind altering substances and to certain habits, ways of living and thought patterns you have right now, just to mention a few! This entire life overhaul is a huge process, one that is done over a long period of time – anywhere from months to years. It is only after the body, emotions and mind have been purified entirely that the student is ready for the journey of learning how to handle energy, both within and externally in the world.
Swamiji Satyananda who wrote ‘Tantra of Kundaline Yoga’ says a student “should set aside 12 years.” This may sound extreme, though it is how long it may well take to prepare the body, to be able to hold the force of ‘Shakti’ Kundalini. This isn’t simply preparing yourself to go to a yoga retreat or a five-day juice cleanse this is preparation of your mind and heart, your nervous system and glands of your body, your actions and responses to life, the refining of your personality and strengthening of your connection to soul.
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What About Opening Chakra’s?
The dedication to leading a disciplined life, along with purifying the body and mind, prepares the seven key chakras to then vibrate with vitality and in perfect rhythm organically. With this dedication, the chakras do not need to be forced as they will open entirely on their own – this is their natural response to contact with the soul, service to humanity and purity of life. From this higher vibration of the established firm foundation – which you maintain – the training of Kundalini can then begin, but not prior.
It is also important to know that students in training are not allowed to focus on any one chakra with the aim of awakening, or energising it, ever. Let alone prior to their purification and foundation being strong.
The Value of Authentic Teaching and the Extreme Karma of Misused Power
In the East there are basic teachings of certain spiritual principles that you must not cross. One such transgression includes; claiming spiritual powers you do not have currently or yet, recommending them and/or teaching them. This is because teaching something that is not entirely authentic and true is especially of high Karma. As you are leading people into ignorance, delusion, danger and possible ruin while side tracking their spiritual growth. Giving information that is wrong is seen not only as harmful but it is judged as harshly as crimes of theft and murder. Which sounds so extreme, but this is serious. When you begin to peel back the layers of cause and effect and what is really happening when uninformed and unqualified people are playing with this fire, and teaching others along the way, the damage is real.
Spiritual Practice Should Awaken the Powers of the Soul
That’s right, Soul. Not the sex nature, desires and pleasure or, erratic emotional highs and lows. Not that they can’t be explored and enjoyed or experienced in life, but if you can’t control those pleasure desires and sex impulses, along with your erratic emotions you are not going to be able to control the energy of Kundalini, and you may well wreck your life and or the lives of others.
Awakening the powers of the soul (or soul contact as it is referred) is in fact the single, primary aim for all true seekers – the pursuit of soul and love. Rather than the pursuit of worldly experiences, pleasure and desire. It isn’t even really about Kundalini – it is about becoming what you and I are in truth: Souls who have come to save the world. How incredible and powerful is that in its own right?
Whether You Are a Teacher or Student Do Not Rely on The Mystique of the East
Or modernised, misunderstood teachings of ancient schools that we see everywhere today – and if you are working with spiritual practices be authentic with what you are teaching. Do not claim it is something it is not, for no good can come of this for you or anyone you connect with.
Be Mindful Along Your Path
Just to clarify, it’s not that you can’t achieve Kundalini Awakening, but be mindful. This is the fire of matter. Just like a nuclear explosion is fire of matter, and look how serious that is.
If you doubt your powers to control the fires of matter don’t do Kundalini yet, get together with a group and practice meditations, concentration and mindfulness, serve humanity, work on being as pure and authentic as you know how. Soul will give you force to heal the world. As it is Spirit and soul that can wield fire, a person cannot – we need to develop our spiritual nature first.
This all takes time, it doesn’t happen without the foundation awake and that is a deeply spiritual journey in itself. One that may take lifetimes for some, and one that should be embraced each step along the way. Not attempted to be glamorised, hacked or shortcut to speed up a life changing, powerful process that cannot be sped up. Why would you want it to be sped up anyway? What’s the rush? It is far better to learn properly and become a Master over your own cycle of time, rather than give in to a compulsive, must have, rush for experiences or power).
The choice is yours, but I encourage you to use your discernment. Come from your highest place of heart, mind and soul before you try or continue along a path that may well ruin your life or the lives of those you are leading.
May you honour your truth and use your discernment every step of the way.
With Love, Elise / S*M
If you are seeking more insight I am including a writing from a teacher of mine who has extensive knowledge of Kundalini:
A Word on Kundalini
“This post will not likely be met with a friendly response, but given the grotesque level of ignorance in the western world regarding the subject of Kundalini, it has been deemed wise to break the present silence to offer a word of caution. Among the many emotional and unbalanced individuals who are blithely applying a trendy Eastern word to their overstimulated experiences and pretending these to be “spiritual”, are a small number of genuine seekers who are being harmfully misled by “teachers” who are Not qualified to teach. It is for the discerning and intuitive few that this post is offered.
To be clear, Kundalini is not being taught in easily-accessed mainstream circles, nor will it ever be. It is only taught one-to-one in personal instruction by a Teacher of the Mysteries, and only after the student has studied, trained, and disciplined themselves for a certain span of years, and proved themselves ready. It must be understood that Kundalini is not a fashionable “awakening” or trendy “experience”, as it is often portrayed to be. Kundalini is a Force of Nature, harnessed and controlled only by initiates of a certain standing, and those who read these words who consider themselves to be among this number are overestimating themselves drastically. This divine Power is used by the world servers for divine ends only, and never for personal pleasure, blissful experiences, or bragging rights.
The effects that people are claiming as Kundalini are in fact highly dangerous. Uncontrolled convulsions, trance seizures, random orgasmic spasms, “waves of energy”, and similar epileptic symptoms are Not Kundalini, nor are they even spiritual. And the wailing and howling that often accompany these degenerate practices paint a picture that would not be out of place in an insane asylum, which, tragically enough, is where many of these practices eventually lead, if carried forward over a number of years. True spiritual development does not include violent trembling, uncontrolled outbursts of emotion, screaming and thrashing, or the passive or collective trance states that rob their followers of their divine will and their sovereign strength and intellect. These techniques merely amplify the lower animal nature, and lead the hapless aspirants further from the Path, rather than closer to it. When one pictures an enlightened being, such as a Buddha or a Christ, does one picture a screaming or convulsing wreck, held in thrall either to passion or to trauma? I rather think not. Interesting, then, that so many aspirants follow “teachers” who lead them thus.
What, you might ask, is actually occurring in these apoplectic fits, and these hypnotic convulsions? The aspirant, in a suggestable state, is permitting the energy of a group, or of the personal aura of the teacher (including their own impurities), or even of certain astral entities to flow and surge through them, without boundaries or defences or any awareness of the nature of these energies. In a trance or semi-hypnotic state, they abandon their senses to either the sexual forces of the body (or group of bodies), or to the uncontrolled astral (emotional) energy of their present, their past, the group around them, or certain sub-planes of the astral world that stimulate sensations through the lower three chakras. It is often a combination of all these things, leading to a frenzied and animalistic fit, sometimes pleasurable because it also flows through the nerves such as the sex organs, and sometimes traumatic because it triggers unresolved issues or attunes the individual to the pain of the wider human condition. It can sometimes feel like bliss, and appear wonderful or even divine instead, but this is due to a surge of higher astral energy through the solar plexus and maybe the heart chakra, which brings wonderful feelings, but is itself a beautiful lie on account of it being only astral, not divine, and because it happens in an uncontrolled state which means it can neither be understood properly nor used at will. This process, in All cases listed here, makes a person dangerously prone to trance and weakness, prone to surges of disorienting astral energy at any time of day, it continually destabilises or unbalances their emotional states and their hormones, and gradually destroys the protective etheric webbing over the chakras that constitute a defence against planar energy which most of humanity is unable to handle. Prolonged practice therefore leads either to serious illness or various forms of insanity.
The question may arise – does Kundalini ever actually manifest in certain cases, rather than the above explanation of negative symptoms? The answer is Rarely, but Yes, and for those few who are spiritually gifted enough to begin to raise the Kundalini Fire without knowing precisely what they are doing, the situation is much more dire than that written above, and a thousand times more dangerous. Ordinary humans, without significant training, are no more capable of enduring Kundalini than they are capable of standing next to a nuclear reactor without harmful effect. I met one of my own students under these circumstances, and she was not only experiencing excruciating pain in the lower spine, but was psychologically unravelling also, as astral and manasic impressions flooded her consciousness and made her question herself and all of reality. It took us four months to stabilise and subsequently reverse the condition, and had she ended up in either a hospital or the mental health system instead, she would have been lost for this lifetime. She is doing well now, but she is Not using Kundalini force.
Watch carefully your reaction to these words. Do you feel recognition and truth? Hostility and defensiveness? Do you believe you know this subject already, or are you open to learn? As to what you should do in relation to any teachings you have access to at present, there is only one primary necessity – Use Your Discernment. Question yourself. Do you know what you are doing? Does just sensing an energy surging through you mean you also know what it is, from which plane it emanated, and to what purpose it should serve? Question the “teachers” too, because if they cannot explain their position, it is not to be trusted. And if their techniques do not lead to clarity, insight, healing or growth, they are not worthy of loyalty. Certain of these “schools” are doing great harm to people in need, and they should know that they are now being watched.”
Just wanted to say thank you for this informative post on Kundalini. I have studied with my yoga teacher who speaks about Kundalini in much the same way you did in this article, but then I have attended group workshops and courses this year that claimed to work with teaching people how to raise Kundalini. It differed so much to what my teacher had said but still I wondered if I was being closed off, or biased against the ideas the workshop expressed. I started to become obsessed with releasing my “blockages”, at becoming more open – as at times the experiences felt during the course was euphoric! I was told this was Kundalini energy but it sounds more like the “sexual awakening” you wrote of. In comparison, the experiences I have had through the gentler meditation and practices given to me by yoga teacher sounded more similar to what you describe here as the “heart connection”. Getting on this spiritual path can be addictive and I’ve found myself bouncing between teachers, workshops and courses. I’m now coming full circle and learning to trust my intuition, be more discerning ect. Your
post resonated with me so much, it felt authentic and informative and without an agenda, it felt RIGHT. It cleared up a lot of the doubts I have had. So I wanted to express my gratitude to you for writing and posting it!
Thank YOU lovely lady for taking the time to share. I hear you. The journey is not easy when we are grasping for truth and people tell us they have it, we want to believe they do when often they don’t. I LOVE that you are trusting your inner guidance and using your discernment above all. This is the way we reach closer to our own soul contact. The words you share here are so powerful and real, for all of us to be reminded of. Thank you for being you. With Love, Elise / S*M
An interesting and thought provoking read on a topic that is hard to find genuine information on. Thanks for sharing. I am curious though, you speak of authentic teaching and the importance of genuine guidance on kundalini being very difficult to find (particularly in the west). That those true masters of these realms do not advertise or seek followers. What makes you so certain of your viewpoints on this topic? Your descriptions of categorization of certain experiences being kundalini and ‘not’ kundalini come across authoratively and yet when I look at your bio I am unable to find any details on the specific training, lineage or masters that you received this information from. I’d certainly be curious to know.
I hear you and it is a valid question. Though since this is based on an eastern principle – where the authority is in the teaching not the teacher, the lineage you seek is irrelevant. In the east the masters keep their selves unknown, they are veiled and only reveal under certain circumstance. The teachings have authority, not the teacher, not the master. Esoterically there is no paper or experiment to prove the point like in the west, the teachings prove the point. So, it’s not if you believe the person, me or the teacher, it is entirely in the teachings themselves. You can agree with it and pursue them further. Or, if you don’t agree, discard it and don’t peruse them further. I trust this is of some assistance. With Love, Elise / S*M
I had my kundalini awaken when I was 20, 20 years ago.
I was practicing Ashtanga Yoga twice a week and was very enthusiastic about Eastern culture.
At that time, I was driving my car and I suddenly felt a breathtaking energy from my spine to the top of my head. It was like an spiritual orgasm that lasted some seconds and repeated two times or three.
I didn’t knew yet what that was. I looked into the books and found it may be a Kundalini awakening.
In the next year’s from that I began a profound spiritual search. I lost control of my mind and I started to have megalomaniac thoughts, it was like I was riding a Ferrari without any skills. I was diagnosed bipolar disorders I, for my psychotic thinks and behaviour. I protested , but i couldn’t handle it. Mental illness is hell in life. Dealing with meds too.
Years later I found a woman that spoke to me with truth, and we started our love story. We got married, and had two daughters. With her I put my life together, worked as a dog, and with a gigantic effort got up again.
The knowledge that has helped me to move on is Advaita Vedanta. Non dual thinking. Atomic thinking that Kundalini mind is not in the past, is not in the future, is in the middle of everything, and with a point to point connection with God. This connection and perception of time and space is what destroys you. What is different now? Internet. It is Brahman time. Brahman is called the spider that works with nets. This nets are WhatsApp groups, FB, etc., humans are connected now. God made man in two fases. First one is creation, second one is connection. God didn’t have control over us until Internet. That is why we acted as we did, with World Wars etc. God is taking control over his creation, and will be more visible in the following years, as God is Glorious.
So, with the help of love, and with the help of the internet I now have control over Kundalini. I am know able to help others with my Kundalini connection and starting to enjoy life again.
Kundalini Is more real that you may think.
And it is coming for many, for sure.
The new generation it must be Kundalini ready humans version 2.0
Thank you. I believe this may be the path for me… But I have no idea where to start though but I am trusting that the right path and teacher will reveal itself to me.
Is it true that the process starts when the moon passes through my birth sign? Or have I been misled?
When I started searching online for teachers for kundalini it didn’t feel right. Just people out there trying to make money. I’ve never understood people who take spirituality with profit motives. Already there I knew something was wrong so I stopped and for now i am working on myself rather and cleansing my mind and heart and body. As you say, the teacher won’t appear on google.
Thank you, I am glad I came across your article.
Dear Christina, lovely to hear from you and that you are working within yourself already too – for as you may know, when the student is ready the teacher will appear. The western interpretation of ‘the moon’ is very glamoured – filled with illusion – so I wouldn’t base any spiritual path needing to commence by a moon phase. As for profit – money is energy so what we give must come back in some form (this is a universal law with everything). In this duality on earth we do all need money or exchange to survive. It is HOW money is used and for WHAT purposes that is key. So even those in the spiritual circles must at least have an exchange of something. Money in exchange for their time as an example – as you are right, putting a fee on the teachings of spirituality per say is not what they can charge for. Their time, which is the most finite of all, indeed they can. You will use your discernment, critical thinking and heart wisdom to know who is right for you, dear lady. If it calls to you, you may also enjoy my podcast ‘Sacred Guidance with StellaMuse’ as I explore more of the spiritual Path from an esoteric, psychological, buddhist, yogic and tantric perspective and how it relates to us in a modern world: https://www.stellamuse.com/podcast/ If I can be of any service along your Way please feel free to reconnect via my contact page. With Love from my Soul to yours, Elise | S*M.
Now I see why I’m in a mental wellness home right now.
I got into a relationship about eight months ago with a man who had me convinced that I was going through an intense awakening experience. He messed with my mind and had me trying to open my chakras.
At the time I may have been hallucinating because I saw the fey, shadow people/ghosts, etc..
He also had me convinced that we were soulmates and had lived many lives together.. all this crazy BS. It was ridiculous. I literally lost my sanity during that time. I finally got away from him when my sanity slowly came back to me and I could see through his lies.
So is there hope of healing after going through something like that?
Thank you for sharing dear lady.
You have not been harmed by kundalini energy. The harm has been caused by stretching and de-stabilising of your solar plexus chakra – your third chakra. This man, trapped in the delusion of new-age thinking unknowingly inflicted this astral energy on you, which will have overstimulated your solar plexus. To the point of opening up parts of the astral world to you (hence seeing things). This experience can also be caused by certain drugs, psychic developments and schizophrenia. It accounts for your “hallucinations”, which were just visions of the glamours and superstitions shared by those lost to the dreamy new-age delusions.
Yes there is hope, Lovely. You should be able to make a total recovery, provided certain rules are followed, and certain practices avoided (those being all types of “new-age” healing or development). Given that this trauma will have emotionally de-stabilised you, your focus should now be on the body and the mind, with the emotions secondary. So that they can be brought back into balance. This means focusing on common-sense living within the physical world; thinking clearly and planning your path forward deliberately. All this will strengthen your mind – which we need again to balance you. Emotions can be dealt with in a therapeutic way. You need a place of understanding, acceptance and healing, but you should not be “developed” or stimulated. If the visions are still occurring, ignore them best you can. They can then fade away as you return to a normal, balanced level of life.
This should all be aided and supported by an understanding therapist/practitioner. The most important thing is rapport/connection with this person. You need to feel safe and comfortable with them. I am here if it resonates or, do seek a therapist/practitioner you feel safe with. Work like this would include planning daily activities or learning new practical skills (such as cooking, creating or making something physical). And, on making plans, schedules and decisions so that you have control of yourself – a sense of independence.
The focus should be on stabilising and learning practical things again first, then personal development following later. If these ideas are followed and worked on for a few months, you should see significant improvement. The solar plexus will return to normal activity if; you “starve” it of excess attention (ignoring the visions, not focusing on that area or stimulating it in anyway), and if you can put your focus to practical, daily living.
I share these words also on behalf of my teacher and I send you love. You are welcome to email me at email@example.com if I can assist you further, Em.
With Love, Elise | S*M
I am 51 married .. and I never knew what the kundalini is .. I was meditating for some time and suddenly I felt Strong pulses in my root chakra .. and Legs .. and chest .. of course when I did told my therapist about this .. I was diagnoised as being bipolar .. and this is when my agony started .. since 3 years .. Anti depressants and sleeping pills .. I have HUGE strong pulses and vibrations in the root chakra that can last for long hours and I can not rest or even sit .. I am devastated .. and deeply depressed .. How I can handle this process .. and this energy .. ? it is ruining my life and my mental health .. and my sanity .. strong vibrations .. and pulses in the root chakra .. for long hours ..
Please advise .. and thank you for the real words about the Kundalini .. I did not seek it .. but I am ruined .. and I am losing my sanity since 3 years .. Please help
I have sent you an email. With Love, Elise | S*M
And if u have a kundalini awakening then will this energy ever goes back to the dormant state ? And thx for the article.